How do you heal a broken heart?

The craziest thing I've ever done when my heart broken was:

Talk to a bule stranger in KFC Cakranegara, and asked his opinion about... what were most man thinking when they left their official girlfriend for another girl?... and with that, I ended up talking with this stranger for about 20 minutes discussing men, relationship and love.

Bule ini mungkin pikir... ini cewek Indonesia gila kali, baru kenal maksa udah ngobrolin pendapat gue tentang relationship and cinta... emang dasyat itu kekuatan cinta!

I spent about 2 hours in KFC Cakranegara:

1. 20 minutes talking with this bule stranger
2. 20 minutes eating chicken wing
3. 80 minutes writing on my notepad, coret-coret kata2 makian, penyesalan dan deepest thought, kalo dibaca ulang munkin akan berupa novel-novel Daniella Steel lahh

This was back in 1999 0r 2000.... saat itu kita masih remajaaa

... to never lose your self (thanks girl friend!)

"The Impossible Dream"
Alphaville

Sometimes it seems so strange
The way i feel for you
It makes my life so quiet and free
And when you smile at me
It's just that special love
A kind of liberty i never felt before

And i don't need to be a poet
I don't need to be a hero
When all i need to do is keep on loving you
I just have to be me and i don't need to be
The stranger anymore i used to be
In my impossible dream

I keep my fingers crossed
I never want to lose
This new found love that's so alive
I'm so in love with you
My heart has circled in the past
The demons of deceit but now aside i've cast

And i don't need to be a poet
I don't need to be a hero
When all i need to do is keep on loving you
I just have to be me and i don't need to be
The stranger anymore i used to be
In my impossible dream

I really don't know how I feel...

I really don't know how I felt, yesterday afternoon... that attitute might hurt some of my closest friend, yet I still don't know how I felt yesterday.... All I wanted to do is take a warm shower and sleep zzzzz

I read the "red book" again last night, and it said that it is your attitute that matter, attitute is everything, it is your choice.... so I choose to be joyful today, to be brave and to be useful to everyone.

Now, aku ingin menikmati apapun yang terhidang di hadapan ku... Hidangan itu bertajuk; hollow, uncertain, anger, hope, weakness, wish, sour leg, sweetness, a simple flirt, cuteness, busyness, a cup of green tea...... all of those

Let me embrace all, 'till infinitely?.... I don't know

Meeting pagi yang cerah

Morning, you must be Horrie? Pleased to meet you
Wiwik, right? Pleased to meet you too... finally we meet, and not only through teleconference!

Begitulah awal suatu pagi yang cerah...
Tinggi, kurus, guanteng (off course), alis tebal and smart... type gue banget!
Meeting pagi itu yang walaupun makan waktu 2.5 jam, but asyik-asyik aja tuh

Hmmm, site ini emang butuh bentuk-bentuk baru yang enak untuk dipandang..
Well, walaupun hanya 6 hari, but lumayan lah buat ditatap sebelum dia balik lagi ke Perth sana...