The law of attraction

Have you read the book, article or manuscript, or anything about it?

It is really an interesting book, it teach us how universe able to read the energy that we vibrate, for example if we have positive feeling on something, somehow the feeling bounch back to us in positive way.... imagine if we have negative feeling...hmm, so it is your choice to choose your attitude!

I had this interesting conversation with some of my colleagues this afternoon about this. It's just so interesting having the law of attraction happened to most of my bapak friends.

To cut the long story short, here what we've shared:

• Always... I really mean it, always have a positive feeling on something
• If you want something to happen to you, visualize that, have a good feeling about it, keep talking to your mind that it will happen.... Insya Allah, it WILL happen.... that's what the law said!
• Visualize, have a good attitude, have positive feeling and good "sugesti"

Try it, I know I had, and let the universe handle the rest

If you've done everything to let something happen (in all aspects of your life), all you need to do is sit back, relax, feel good about it, be positive and let it go. Give some room for the life/universe to do its magic... it WILL works!

You Sang to Me

I just wanted you to comfort me, when I called you late last night you see
I was fallin' into love, yes, I was crashin' into love
Oh of all the words you sang to me, about life, the truth and being free, yeah
You sang to me, oh how you sang to me

And, I live off how you make me feel, so I question all this being real
'Cause I'm not afraid to love, for the first time I'm not afraid of love
Oh, this day seems made for you and me, and you showed me what life needs to be
Yeah, you sang to me, oh you sang to me

All the while you were in front of me I never realized
I just can't believe I didn't see it in your eyes
I didn't see it, I can't believe it, oh but I feel it, when you sing to me
How I long to hear you sing beneath the clear blue skies
And I promise you this time I'll see it in your eyes
I didn't see it, I can't believe it, oh but I feel it when you sing to me

Just to think you live inside of me, I had no idea how this could be
Now I'm crazy for your love, can't believe I'm crazy for your love
The words you said you sang to me,and you showed me where I wanna be
You sang to me, oh you sang to me


Courtesy of Marc Anthony ~ You Sang to Me

de One

Do not look for de one
Live your life, embrace the moment, be kind and caring
If de one for us is out there, and we are BOTH ready,
we will attract each other by synchronicity, no other way

This Much

This Much
(Baca sambil melebarkan tangan)

Doesn’t it sweet to know that someone loves you this much?
Doesn’t it sweet to feel that there is someone out there that cares for you this much?
Doesn’t it sweet to have someone that smile at you this much?
Doesn’t it funny to have the ‘tummy ache’ when thinking of him/her this much?
Doesn’t it funny to learn that the magic thing called crush, love, can color your day this much?
Doesn’t it funny to pretend that nothing is ever happen while you play it cool and hide the passion inside, this much? (nah kalo yang ini agak maksa, nulis this much nya hehe…)

It does, and some things better left unspoken
Just feel them, and treasure each and every moment


Dedicated buat loe (you know who you are gal) and I, yang merasa ini adalah kisah telenovela terunik dan terindah

The Feeling Inside

The feeling inside
From the bright perspective

For some people it is difficult to express their feeling, to be spontaneously speaking their mind, the tendency to keep everything in their heart, until they are ready to expose it to the world. Such unique attitudes create a reserved and trustworthy personality, deep and big heart inside.

The good qualities of being this unique person should be something related to deep thought that required trust, think thoroughly before speak, good listener than speaker, coffee time companion and even good hands to hold in silent, giving their existence to just being there for those in need.

All the qualities allow the person to embrace life even more, coz every little effort is a big effort.

I actually like this type of person, in some way I am this person. Open our heart for every opportunity, embrace the moment and enjoy it, to be as uniquely as genuinely person, those qualities that will make this person worthwhile and special.

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku
Hingga membuat kau percaya
Akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku
Selamanya selamanya...

Maybe

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying whether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe it's something you have to choose

~Love and Other Disaster

Jurig Bioskop

• Sort visit to a big city, menggelitik naluri buat nonton...scara doyan nengok bioskop kalo lagi cuti... sooowww, here are the stories:

SURABAYA:

• Habis miting, lari ke TP with Ilyas (yang ternyata juga jurig bioskop) and Wawan (first timer yang lumayan oke juga diajak jalan), cari-cari pelem, ngepas-ngepasin waktu, dapatlah kesempatan movie marathon ---Stardust --Rambo IV --One night with a king. Pulang2 dah ganti hari aja pokoknya, cape tapi enak gila!


• Buat para movie mania yang doyan pelem super sadis, tonton tuh rambo... lots of bloods and flesh.. Stardust is romantic and funny (cocok lah buat appetizer movie)... One night with a king, supposed to be a romantic movie, about greatest love of all... tapi Ilyas bilang boring, walhasil dia cuma nonton 20 menit pertama dan 20 menit akhir.... dasar laki-laki!! A good movie to watch with your significant other

JOGJAKARTA:

• Habis miting juga, lari lagi ke Ambarukmo plaza, kali ini bareng Ilyas (teuteup jurig bioskop) and Abel deh.. sepupunya yang cowok banget itu :)


• Pelem yang ditonton, lupa judulnya...something about labyrin, pake bahasa Spanyol boww....kagak ngarti, however ada subtittle in Indo, then lanjut dengan pelem Indo komedi dewasa Xtra Large


• Si pelem bahasa Spanyol, mengambil setting jaman perang antara tentara Spanyol dan pemberontak separatis, cerita tentang seorang gadis kecil dengan impian labyrin-nya... spooky movie


• Nah si Xtra Large lumayan lucu, lawakan gaya orang dewasa cowok... nonton deh, gak bisa diceritain, pokoknya Jamie Aditya maennya lucu, Sarah "Mak Siat" Sechan juga lucu maennya.... hati2 dengan penamaan "Teguh" loh yaaa

Kesimpulannya: Nice to be in the 21 studio lagi, apalagi ditemanin oleh para gentlemen, miss chatting with you Bel...

Lingerie ohhh lingerie

Always been my favorite spot for shopping.

Different colors, models and brands.

A guy friend of mine told me his interesting trip visiting 'Victoria Secret' store in the US, where the SPG wear tempting outfit when selling this important stuff.

Lingerie ohh lingerie, it does bring confidence for women who wear it, go girl!

;p

Pasangan Jiwa

~ Katon Bagaskara

Kadangkala aku bertanya
dimana cinta berada
tersembunyi tiada kunjung menghampiri
Dua angsa memadu rindu
di danau biru bercumbu
pagut sepi ku di sini letih hati

Begitu jauh waktu ku tempuh
sendiri mengayuh biduk kecil,
hampa berlayar akankah berlabuh?
hanya diam menjawab kerisauan

Kadangkala aku berkhayal
seorang di ujung sana
juga tengah menanti tiba saatnya

Begitu ingin berbagi batin
mengarungi hari yang berwarna
dimana dia pasangan jiwaku?
ku mengejar bayangan kian menghilang

Fine Dining

Early this month, I've decided to do something different as part of my 2008 commitment. I went to enjoy the sunset in Senggigi at the best spot that I can think of.

The place is called Café Alberto restaurant and pizzarie, it is about 30 minutes Kijang’s ride from my home. The last time I came here was about 9 years ago, with my very special friend of mine... whoaa, such a long time. The waiter greated me with nice smile as I entered the place, it was about 20 minutes before the sun go down.

I took a chair near the beruga facing the beach,the atmospheare was so warm. There were a couple of people at the restaurant, one of them had this hi-tech camera hangin on his neck... hmm, they want to capture this beautiful sunset, as I whispered to my self.



Not much to say at that time, all I did is enjoying the moment as the sun go down slowly. What a nice feeling having the moment with only me and my self and I enjoying it. On that 20 minutes of time, looking at the sunset, I’m thinking maybe I should do this more often.. maybe bring along some friends to share the wonderful moment, yeaahh maybe I’ll do that again next time.

The waiter came with the menu on her hand, offered me something to drink and what I wanted to eat for dinner. Soowww, with a lot of excitement, I ordered tomato salad (with mozzarella on top) as appetizer and some lime squash with it.

The taste was amazing, fresh tomato, fresh basil leave and mozzarella were surely delicious.

Then as main course I had ravioli di spinachi special, it is a home made ravioli with spinach and cheese inside, hmm yummy. And since it is an Italian restaurant, so I ordered one of my favorite Italian food.. pizza. The pizza called Tropicana pizza, it has beef, garlic and pineapple as topping.

The restaurant it's not the least expensive, but the standard is very good.

It's worth a visit.

Personal Intimacy

It's between me and Him
No camera, no video cam, the feeling of highest respect
Only want to have this moment alone with Him
Not wanting to share to others

All the feeling, all the senses, all the miracles
It's for me and for me only

The things that you can't describe in words, only things that you can feel
You can feel it in your finger, your toes, and deeply in your heart

It was a wonderful and peaceful journey


~ a short story of my ultimate journey

Gone?

The heart's left
And the friend is also gone
I don’t know whether I should go after the friend or after the heart!
A voice spoke to me "Go in pursuit of the friend, because the lover needs a heart in order to find union with the friend"

2008, the year for "Differences"

1. Try new things
2. See things in different perspective
3. Do something different

Can I have the answers?

Kann ich die Antworten haben?

Wem denken Sie Sie sehen? wenn Sie mich betrachten
Ist es starkes jemand? jemand, das Sie bewundern konnten
Wem denken Sie mich sind? wenn ich Ihre Hand nehme
Zählen Sie auf mir? Ihren Traum und Ihren Wunsch füllen

Alles, das ich bin, ist gerade wie Sie einsam
Alles, das ich tun möchte, ist, meinen Traum kommen zu lassen zutreffend
Alles, das ich bin, übergibt Ihnen mein Herz
Hoffen, ein Teil von Ihnen zu sein

Wem denken Sie Sie sind? Stehen in der Dunkelheit
Warten Sie mich? warum nicht kann ich Sie von hier erreichen?
Wie gelange ich an Sie? wird nicht Sie lassen Sie mich durch?
Nicht denken Sie, daß wir geteilt zu werden etwas haben können speziell?

Können Sie jene Fragen beantworten?

Cinta ohh cinta

Tidak ada satupun manusia yang boleh menghalangi tali cinta. Sebab cinta itu agung, cinta itu mulia, cinta itu adalah anugrah Ilahi atas diri manusia. Allah taala lah yang menganugrahkan cinta dalam hati manusia, yang mengamanahkannya kepada manusia supaya manusia bertanggung jawab, supaya manusia beradab dan bersusila....

How do you heal a broken heart?

The craziest thing I've ever done when my heart broken was:

Talk to a bule stranger in KFC Cakranegara, and asked his opinion about... what were most man thinking when they left their official girlfriend for another girl?... and with that, I ended up talking with this stranger for about 20 minutes discussing men, relationship and love.

Bule ini mungkin pikir... ini cewek Indonesia gila kali, baru kenal maksa udah ngobrolin pendapat gue tentang relationship and cinta... emang dasyat itu kekuatan cinta!

I spent about 2 hours in KFC Cakranegara:

1. 20 minutes talking with this bule stranger
2. 20 minutes eating chicken wing
3. 80 minutes writing on my notepad, coret-coret kata2 makian, penyesalan dan deepest thought, kalo dibaca ulang munkin akan berupa novel-novel Daniella Steel lahh

This was back in 1999 0r 2000.... saat itu kita masih remajaaa

... to never lose your self (thanks girl friend!)

"The Impossible Dream"
Alphaville

Sometimes it seems so strange
The way i feel for you
It makes my life so quiet and free
And when you smile at me
It's just that special love
A kind of liberty i never felt before

And i don't need to be a poet
I don't need to be a hero
When all i need to do is keep on loving you
I just have to be me and i don't need to be
The stranger anymore i used to be
In my impossible dream

I keep my fingers crossed
I never want to lose
This new found love that's so alive
I'm so in love with you
My heart has circled in the past
The demons of deceit but now aside i've cast

And i don't need to be a poet
I don't need to be a hero
When all i need to do is keep on loving you
I just have to be me and i don't need to be
The stranger anymore i used to be
In my impossible dream

I really don't know how I feel...

I really don't know how I felt, yesterday afternoon... that attitute might hurt some of my closest friend, yet I still don't know how I felt yesterday.... All I wanted to do is take a warm shower and sleep zzzzz

I read the "red book" again last night, and it said that it is your attitute that matter, attitute is everything, it is your choice.... so I choose to be joyful today, to be brave and to be useful to everyone.

Now, aku ingin menikmati apapun yang terhidang di hadapan ku... Hidangan itu bertajuk; hollow, uncertain, anger, hope, weakness, wish, sour leg, sweetness, a simple flirt, cuteness, busyness, a cup of green tea...... all of those

Let me embrace all, 'till infinitely?.... I don't know

Meeting pagi yang cerah

Morning, you must be Horrie? Pleased to meet you
Wiwik, right? Pleased to meet you too... finally we meet, and not only through teleconference!

Begitulah awal suatu pagi yang cerah...
Tinggi, kurus, guanteng (off course), alis tebal and smart... type gue banget!
Meeting pagi itu yang walaupun makan waktu 2.5 jam, but asyik-asyik aja tuh

Hmmm, site ini emang butuh bentuk-bentuk baru yang enak untuk dipandang..
Well, walaupun hanya 6 hari, but lumayan lah buat ditatap sebelum dia balik lagi ke Perth sana...

Ahhh, aku merindukan lelaki kecil itu...

Assalamu’alaikum Zani Afrinita….

Semalam aku memimpikan Elang, dalam mimpi itu aku sedang ada di restoran dan makan, tiba-tiba orang yang bersama ku bilang… eh, itu kan Alang…. Kubilang ke dia, bukan Alang sayang, tapi Elang…

Elang saat itu menangis, dan aku memeluknya sambil berbisik…. Elang tau gak kalo tante Wiwik sayang sama Elang.... anehnya, dalam mimpi itu aku merasa kalo Elang adalah cewek... berambut panjang, berbaju piyama putih dan kakinya panjang (tinggi gitu loh anaknya...)

Aniwe, serasa benar-benar aku memeluk dia to give him comfort karena nangisnya, and somehow, dia terdiam dan menikmati pelukan aku... aku sayang loh sama Elang... ku ulang lagi ucapan itu...

Ahhh, aku kangen ama Elang.....

Wassalam,
Wiwik